Some kinder words

I might have seemed a little rough in that first page, so I just want to remind you, how I feel about you, thank you for teaching me all the things you showed me, thank you for making me a better person and believe in myself again, thank you for giving me a second chance, thank you for showing me movies, and pillars, and how to be a better man, thank you for all the time we shared, the time I could talk to you for hours, in the phone or in my bed, when it felt like nothing else mattered to me.

I will always hold your memory very deeply in my heart, I’ve not loved anyone the way i love you, it doesn’t feel real, I didn’t think I could care about someone this deeply again, and you made me care about you, I am so grateful for you and what you’ve made me realize, I will always remember those very beautiful times we had, at least in my eyes, and even now its hard for me to remember the bad times we had, I know there were a lot but the nice times overthrow them, I will be here if you ever need me, if you ever feel down and need a friendly voice to talk to, I know you probably would not call me, but just know I will be here, I am going to miss you, and I am grieving you as I write this, I never wanted to hurt you, or make you feel wrong about me, I love you still, and probably will stay that way for a long time, if not forever, I hope you see this the same way as I see it, something beautiful that we couldn’t figure out, I truly wish you the best, I will always remember you, and your beautiful smile, and how you say my name, with the only right accent that I’ve heard, I hope you can forgive me some time, have a happy life, I love you my angel.

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